If you enjoyed Memories from Cherry Harvest then you will be pleased to learn that I have published a companion volume entitled More Cherry Harvest Stories. In this book you can dive into the backstories for three of the minor characters. These novellas follow the lives of Sophie, Shayna, and Sarah. The book is available from all the usual sources and you should be able to order it from your local bookstore. Message me if you have trouble getting it.
Tuesday, January 13, 2026
Saturday, October 11, 2025
Penelope's Odyssey
Friends and Readers,
Thursday, September 25, 2025
Refugees Again and Again
I had occasion to reread a blog post from 2018 about demonstrating to support refugees, immigrants, asylum seekers. It made me want to put it out there again so here it is for anyone who still gets notifications when I post on this blog. (There's now a paywall at the Chronicle so the link at the end doesn't work unless you have a subscription.)
Refugees Again
Friday, March 14, 2025
Dear World
To my family and friends who live around the world in other countries:
I’m sending you these words from inside the belly of the beast. Please know that millions of us continue to resist. You must wonder about us; how our country could have crashed this fast. But think for a moment about our history. This country is built on white supremacy, slavery, genocide of indigenous people, greed, lies, and exploitation for profit. This country was formed by landowning white men, who were at that time the only ones who could vote. Some of them had good intentions, but certainly not all of them did. I am not surprised by this turn of events. As a Jew, I have lived my life with the whispered warning “it can happen here.” So I have steeled myself to be prepared.
I hope you realize that criminal president has no mandate. He won by the slimmest of margins. Many foolish people voted for his lies and misinformation because these were efficiently sold to them using money from his henchman, Adolf Musk (what I call him). The Republicans implemented a massive voter suppression initiative resulting in millions of people (most of them African American) being removed from the voter rolls ostensibly because of “irregularities” so their votes did not count. Stop the steal? Who stole from whom? (This is the suppressed truth. You can look it up.) Many fools who drank the Kool-Aid and supported him have changed their tune. If the election were held again today, he would lose.
People are suffering. Children are starving. People are dying. It is heartbreaking and infuriating and horrifying. So much damage has been done. So much has been broken. So much more damage is yet to come. Some of it can be fixed and some cannot. I am saddened that my country’s reach is so vast that people in so many other countries are suffering and will suffer because of America’s mess. Yet there are things people here can do to resist and please know that we are doing those things. People are turning up in droves at demonstrations, town hall meetings, and lobby days. I attended a town hall meeting here (with our Democratic senator) where so many people turned up that hundreds could not even get in. Demonstrations at Tesla dealerships are mounting, people are trading in their Teslas and not buying Teslas to stop the flow of money to Adolf Musk. People are writing postcards (I write) and making phone calls (I phone) and sending emails (I send) and signing petitions (I sign). I subscribe to a number of newsletters to stay informed and to guide my actions. These include, but are not limited to, Indivisible, Earthjustice, Heather Cox Richardson, Gabe Fleisher, Jewish Voices for Peace, Amnesty International, Jewish Earth Alliance, Word in Black.
Republican senators have largely canceled town hall meetings because they fear facing their constituents. Cowards all. But constituents are organizing in-absentia town halls – putting a sign with the senator’s name on it on an empty chair and meeting anyway. These meetings are not just attended by Democrats and Progressives. Many disgruntled MAGA supporters (former supporters?) also turn up and they are also angry. Often when I call congressional offices the mailboxes are full and no longer accepting messages. The lines are jamming with so many calls. Some of our leaders are standing up to the MAGA King and Adolf Musk, that toxic duo. I send thank-you notes and encouraging emails to some of those brave enough to dissent.
I have close family members who worked in USAID and the Consumer Financial Protection Bureau who have lost their jobs. The one employed by the CFPB is a single mom with two small children, and one of the children is neurodivergent and has special needs. She is a brilliant career economist. So unfair. Ron and I need a little more income than what we make with his pension and our combined social security so I continue to work part-time to make up the difference, but my work is grant writing and grants are drying up because of the toxic duo’s actions. My point is that the toxic duo is directly negatively impacting my life and the lives of my loved ones.
That criminal president’s behavior toward the hero Zelensky
was disgraceful and disgusting. He is not fit to lick Zelensky’s shoe. Vance is
not fit to lick the ground Zelensky walks on. It hurts my soul to see my
country break longstanding ties with other countries and to have our country
shunned by the countries of the free world, shunned by longstanding allies. Now
your countries must protect the light of freedom in the world because America
is no longer the beacon. I
grieve for all that we have lost and that we stand to lose. My strongest
emotion in this time is grief. But I do not let grief paralyze me. I take
action and so do many others.
Please know that I refuse to fear. Whatever befalls me will befall millions of other people. If they cut my social security, I will lose my house. So will millions of other people. We are in this together. We will face whatever comes together. I am grateful for the blessings of my life that have brought me such joy for so long, including my relationships with you who are receiving this message. The toxic duo has the power to take a lot away from me, but I am wealthy beyond measure and they are impoverished. They cannot touch the love I bear for my family and community. And they do not have such love or community. They do not even know what that is. They are pitiable.
I promise you that I will continue to resist this horror in
my own small ways. While I believe that we have lost our window of effective
action to reverse climate chaos and protect the environment, I also believe
that life on Earth has the capacity to adapt and evolve and there is some kind
of future for humans that we cannot imagine. I must believe this for the sake
of my grandchildren and yours if you have them. I believe that things will turn
back around for the better eventually. I hope one day my country will swing
back to becoming an ally and friend to your countries. I may not live to see it,
but I hold that hope. Please know that I and many, many others within these
borders are in solidarity with you. May our dear world survive this
catastrophe.
Thursday, February 20, 2025
Contemplating Paying Taxes to a Corrupt Regime
I sent our tax information to our accountant this week so I have taxes on my mind. The thought of paying taxes to our criminal government is more than I can stand at the moment. I remembered a blog post of mine from 2019 and went back to reread it. I talked about being a war tax resister back in the day. Here is the last paragraph from it. The more things change, the more they stay the same.
Not long after the 2016 election, I reread Thoreau’s essay “Civil Disobedience,” which is his reflection on spending one night in jail in 1846 for refusing to pay his poll tax in protest against the American invasion and occupation of Mexico in the Mexican-American War and the institution of slavery (in particular the expansion of slavery into the Southwest). In truth, the poll tax was a more localized tax that was not used to pay for any federal shenanigans, but Thoreau was apparently a bit fuzzy on how all that worked. He stood on principle. Much to his chagrin, his aunt paid his poll tax and he was released in less than 24 hours. How ironic that I dearly wish I could withhold my income tax 173 years later for similar reasons – to protest the military, the nonsense at the Mexican border, and the institutionalized racism in this country. I never went to jail for refusing to pay my taxes. (The government eventually absconded with my back taxes by forcibly seizing the money from my bank accounts.) I did go to jail once in protest against nuclear weapons, and I spent three days in Santa Rita Jail, and I have written about that experience. I want to point out that I spent more time in jail than Thoreau. Plus I was handcuffed (he was not, the bum). He managed to turn one night in jail into a 173-year bestseller and all I got was a T-shirt. (Seriously, I have a Livermore Action Group T-shirt that says “Santa Rita Peace Camp.”) If Thoreau could get published writing about one night in jail, you would think I could get published writing about three days there. But I can’t seem to catch a break. What’s more, the food at Santa Rita was dreadful, and Thoreau got oatmeal for breakfast. Is there no justice?
Friday, August 30, 2024
Guardians of Water
I am pleased to announce the publication of my new novel Guardians of Water. The book is available from all the usual sources. The paperback is $18 and the hardcover is $35. I suggest ordering it through your local bookstore. Tell them it’s available through Ingram. Please help me get the word out about this book. If you like it, tell some friends about it. Thanks for supporting me as a creative writer
Here's a little bit about Guardians of Water:
Six
diverse women friends meet for the weekend at a beach house to celebrate the
year in which they all turn forty. Two weeks later, a petroleum-eating bacteria
unleashed in the Gulf of Mexico to contain a spill goes rogue and devours all
the raw petroleum products in the world. After the Systems Collapse, each of
these women follows her own path to try to survive in a previously unimaginable
altered life. From a Washington, D.C. suburb to a survivalist community in
Kentucky, from Manhattan to a working class neighborhood in a town in upstate
New York, from Oakland to a Native Rancheria in rural northern California,
these women, their families, and their communities summon extraordinary
ingenuity, resilience, and vision in the hopes of forging a viable future. A
genre-bending work of speculative fiction, Guardians
of Water is combination eco-fiction, humanistic sci-fi, and disaster
fiction told from women’s perspectives.
This narrative explores relationships between people and communities, with each
other and the environment, when the established infrastructure and systems
fail. As new ways of being emerge and people rethink their values and cultural
norms, which communities will survive in the new ecology and which will crumble?
The characters must engage with their communities in new and challenging ways if
humans hope to survive as a species. Priorities, relationships, cultures,
ethics, and assets shift. Guardians of
Water reveals the things that truly matter for human survival while honoring
the resilience, resourcefulness, and brilliance of the human spirit.
Friday, July 5, 2024
The Conclusion of Changing the Prophecy -- Chapter 27 What Happened at Angel's Gate
For those following along, this is the last chapter of Changing the Prophecy, serialized here on the blog. Changing the Prophecy can be purchased online or at your local bookstore. If you want to read it for free, start at the beginning by searching back to the first chapter, first episode. You can do this by typing “Chapter 1 Episode 1” in the search box in the upper left corner of the landing page for The View from Amy’s World. For those of you who followed along here on the blog, here is how the story ends (below). Thanks for reading.
Chapter 27 What Happened at Angel's Gate
Doshmisi wanted to rejoice because Faracadar had escaped the
prophesied destruction, but she couldn’t summon the necessary level of joy to
feel celebratory with Crumpet and Buttercup dead and the moment of the return
looming. On the morning of the return, she and her siblings joined their
closest friends for a quiet breakfast in the dining room at Big House City.
Elena had warmed up the muffins (blueberry, not
mouse) that she had baked with Comice the night before and they tasted
delicious with melted butter.
Nearly everyone at the breakfast
table was tense and subdued, with farewells and separations on their mind. Only
Sonjay did not seem fazed by the fact that the day of the return had arrived.
He wolfed down his pond snake and goose-chicken eyeballs as well as a
chocolate-chip pancake and several of the blueberry muffins. Doshmisi ate one
muffin. She had no appetite, especially after watching her brother devour the
pond snake.
Jasper slipped into the chair next
to Doshmisi and took her hand, holding it in his lap. She felt guilty because
she had not told him her secret, which she had harbored since the first night
in the stable after she discovered Dagobaz. She had decided to stay in
Faracadar. But how could she tell him when she had not said anything yet to her
sister, brothers, and father about her decision? She didn’t know how to do it. Her
family would probably understand, but that would not make it any easier for
them to say goodbye to one another at Angel’s Gate. When Momma had died,
Doshmisi had made a vow to look after her siblings because she was the oldest;
and even though Momma’s spirit had come to her at Akinowe Lake the previous
year on the night of the lesser sun to release her from her vow, she had
continued to feel responsible for Denzel, Maia, and Sonjay. But now they had
their father to look after them. Nothing prevented Doshmisi from staying behind
in Faracadar, except that she would not see the others for a year until they
returned.
She briefly forgot her worries when Mole and Iris appeared, bashfully
holding hands. Denzel laughed out loud as he hurried over to them and clapped
Mole on the back. “Good thing you hooked up with him, Iris, before he managed
to blow up a building or start a fire because of his crush on you.”
Iris laughed. “He did start a fire,” she replied.
“He did?” Denzel asked with concern.
“In my heart,” she told him, with a shy smile aimed at Mole, who was
probably blushing, but who could tell for sure since he had such reddish-brown
skin to begin with?
“We came to see you off at Angel’s Gate, mon,” Mole said.
“And we want to tell you our news,” Iris added.
“Yeah, mon,” Mole continued. “We be gettin’ married, but we be waitin’
until next year when you return because I want you to be the best mon at the
wedding.”
“I’m honored,” Denzel said, with a little bow.
“It’s time,” Cardamom announced.
The Four gathered their belongings. Bayard perched on Sonjay’s head. Maia
picked up her travel drum. Doshmisi slung her bag of herbs over her shoulder.
She still could not get used to the absence of the herbal. Denzel shrugged into
his backpack.
The polished wood of Angel’s Gate glittered in the sunlight cast by the
ancient greenish sun shining cheerfully in the brilliant blue sky. The Four,
Elena, and Reggie walked up the hill to Angel’s Gate for their departure. Cardamom,
Jasper, Honeydew, Mole, and Iris accompanied them. Elena carried Guhblorin, who
clung to her forlornly, whimpering. On the path to Angel’s Gate, Comice,
Hyacinth, and Saffron joined them, as well as Jack, who floated along above the
ground. The group gathered solemnly in front of the doorway that led back to
Manzanita Ranch and their Aunt Alice.
Cardamom handed Doshmisi a ring. “For her,” he said. Everyone knew he
meant for Doshmisi to give the ring to Aunt Alice, the love of Cardamom’s life.
Doshmisi took the ring and looked around at Sonjay, Maia, and Denzel. She
would miss them so much. And she would miss her father, with whom she had
barely spent any time in her life so far. She had finally gotten him back only
to be separated from him once again. But she had made up her mind and stood
firm in her resolve. She brushed tears from her cheeks as she handed the ring
to Maia. “You have to take it to her Maia, because I’m staying. I’ve made up my
mind and nothing will convince me to change it so don’t try.”
Jasper threw his arms around Doshmisi and kissed her right on the lips in
front of everyone. Doshmisi laughed and cried at the same time.
Maia stared down at the ring in her hand and then she passed the ring to
Denzel and said, “I made up my mind while I was drumming to call the algae
home. I’m staying as well. You take the ring to Aunt Alice.” Maia went to
Doshmisi’s side and took her hand.
Denzel held the ring gingerly between his thumb and his index finger.
“Well, this would be goodbye then,” Denzel told his sisters solemnly. Then his
face broke into a smile as he continued, “if not for the fact that I vowed when
Sissrath and Shrub imprisoned us on the North Coast that if we survived I would
never leave Faracadar.” He passed the ring to his brother. “It’s up to you,” he
said to Sonjay. Denzel was determined not to cry, even though he could hardly
imagine going a whole year without seeing his brother.
Sonjay clutched the ring in his hand and began to laugh. He laughed so
hard that he couldn’t even talk. Bayard squawked, “Promise, promise, promise.”
“What’s so funny?” Denzel demanded in exasperation, forgetting that just
a moment before he had struggled to hold back tears.
When Sonjay finally caught his breath, he explained, “I promised Bayard last
winter that we would stay in Faracadar this year. But only if he kept his beak
shut about it until I was ready to tell.”
“You mean, you knew before we even came this year that you didn’t plan to
go back and you didn’t say anything?” Denzel accused.
“I didn’t know how to tell you,” Sonjay defended himself, and the others
understood exactly what he meant. “I’m glad I waited because now all of us have
decided to stay.”
“I have no reason to return if my children plan to remain here,” Reggie
announced.
The group erupted in excited exclamations, with much laughing and crying
and hugging. Denzel teased Mole and Iris that they might be getting married
sooner than they had thought. Hyacinth mangled quite a few words while
expounding on the situation and no one bothered to correct him. Cardamom
beamed. Honeydew threw her arms around Maia. In the general commotion, the
sadness of one girl, one geebaching, and one man formerly known as Compost went
momentarily unnoticed until slowly each of the Goodacres turned to Elena and
fell silent.
Elena attempted to speak, but nothing more than a sorrowful squeak
emerged from her mouth as she tried unsuccessfully to stifle a sob. Guhblorin
had wrapped his arms around her neck and his legs around her waist and buried
his face in her hair. The two of them clung to each other. Comice stood next to
them, staring wretchedly at his feet. Staying was not an option for Elena. She
had a large and loving family at home and she could not disappear one day from
their midst without causing a great deal of pain, not to mention a lot of
questions about her whereabouts that could potentially land Aunt Alice, Uncle
Bobby, and many others in a heap of trouble. Also, much as it saddened her to
leave her friends, she did not wish to be separated from her family.
Then a most unusual thing happened. First, Guhblorin began to cry. His
shoulders shook and his face contorted with grief while tears oozed from his
eyes. Comice rubbed the geebaching’s back to comfort him. Guhblorin’s tears
became bigger and bigger and they dropped on the ground like rain, like
hailstones. They dropped on the ground where they became hard diamonds the
moment they touched the soil.
“Geebachings don’t cry,” Iris informed the others matter-of-factly. “It has
never happened. I have read it in the history books. Geebachings never, ever
cry.”
“Well it’s happening now,” Comice said.
Cardamom squatted down and picked up one of the diamonds to examine it.
“A deep enchantment from the long-ago resides in this teardrop,” he noted
quietly.
“I recall something I read once,” Reggie said distractedly, as he rummaged
in his bag, withdrew a frayed maroon book, and thumbed through it.
More and more diamonds formed and Guhblorin’s whole body shook with sobs
until Elena could no longer hold him and she placed the miserable creature on
the ground. Comice gently wiped Elena’s tears from her cheeks with his thumb, but
she barely noticed. She, and soon the others, became mesmerized by the transformation
of the geebaching occurring before them.
As Guhblorin cried and his tears bounced around him, becoming larger and
larger diamonds, his feet morphed into human feet. The transformation spread up
his legs to his torso. Then from his fingertips, up his arms, to his neck, and
finally to his head as he turned into a human, with the human face and the
human body of a fifteen-year-old boy. The new Guhblorin had clear honey-brown
skin with a hint of orange to it, and piercing dark eyes. His straight black
hair fell in a thick cascade down his back almost to his waist.
Doshmisi thought he resembled some of her Native friends from her life at
Manzanita Ranch. Nothing about him resembled a geebaching anymore. He held his
human hands up before his face and turned them this way and that in amazement.
He grabbed a fistful of his human hair and rubbed it between his fingers. He
lifted his feet one at a time to examine them and hopped a little jig. He
laughed in delighted astonishment at his miraculous metamorphosis.
“I’m a real boy,” Guhblorin exclaimed with exaggerated glee. “I can wear
shoes!”
“Still a bit of a geebaching in him,” Sonjay said.
“Here it is,” Reggie announced. “I found it in the Book of the Khoum. The
geebachings fell under a curse in ancient times.”
“And to break the curse,” Cardamom continued where Reggie left off, “a
geebaching must feel sorrow.”
“Exactly,” Reggie confirmed.
“Makes sense,” Cardamom said.
“That’s what this is? Ewww. I don’t like sorrow,” Guhblorin stated, with
a shudder. He stretched himself up to his new full height, which wasn’t
particularly tall, but it was a lot taller than he had been. “Wow. I can see all
the way to the Wolf Circle from here,” he claimed.
“More than a bit,” Denzel said to Sonjay and Jasper. “He still has a lot
of geebaching in him.”
Guhblorin took Elena’s hand gallantly. “This changes everything. I’m
going with Elena,” he announced.
“Not a good idea,” Honeydew asserted with a groan.
“What if you change back?” Maia asked worriedly.
“Not likely to happen,” Reggie asserted. “According to the book, the
restoration to his human form is complete and permanent.”
Cardamom crawled around on the ground, hastily collecting Guhblorin’s
diamond teardrops in a little leather pouch. Saffron kneeled down next to him
to help.
“Diamonds are forever,” Guhblorin commented with a chuckle. He had a rich
baritone voice and Maia wondered if he was still tone deaf or if he could sing.
“I can’t call you Guhblorin on the other side,” Elena insisted. “You need
a more normal name. How about Gabe?”
Guhblorin winced. “Gabe? What does Gabe mean?”
“It’s short for the name Gabriel. It’s a regular name people use,”
Doshmisi reassured him.
“Gabriel was a messenger of God in our most holy book in the Farland,”
Reggie informed Guhblorin.
“Who’s God?” Guhblorin asked.
“I’ll explain some other time,” Elena answered hastily.
“Man, you’re going to get into so much trouble at school,” Sonjay warned
Guhblorin.
“Why?” Guhblorin asked, worriedly.
“For joking around. The teachers don’t like it when you disrupt the class
by making people laugh,” Sonjay explained.
“Then I’ll remain entirely serious,” Guhblorin said with resolve.
“Always. From now on. Forever. Until my teeth fall out.”
“Good luck with that,” Denzel replied.
“I won’t go to school,” Guhblorin muttered.
Just then the freestanding wooden doorway that formed Angel’s Gate
quivered, flashed with bright light, and filled with green smoke. As the smoke
dissipated, Aunt Alice, Crystal, and Ruby appeared framed in the doorway. Aunt
Alice clung to one end of a leash and on the other end of the leash stood her
favorite goat, Fannie Lou. Her beloved dog Zora nestled in the crook of her
arm.
Cardamom looked thunderstruck and then he stepped forward and held his arms
out to Aunt Alice, who stepped easily into his embrace. Cardamom held Aunt
Alice and Zora close, while Zora yipped excitedly. Aunt Alice bent over to put
Zora on the ground and when she stood up, Cardamom tipped her back and kissed
her on the lips for a long time, as if they were movie stars.
“Ewww,” Sonjay said as he covered his eyes.
“Shut up,” Maia told him. “It’s romantic.”
“But she’s Aunt Alice,” Sonjay complained as he peeked out from between
his fingers to see if the two had stopped kissing yet.
They hadn’t.
Bayard flew to Aunt Alice’s shoulder and pecked her on the head. She
stopped kissing Cardamom and laughed. “Are you jealous?” she asked Bayard.
“Get a room,” Bayard said several times in his monotonous voice.
“We will, in good time,” Cardamom told the bird.
“Ewww,” Sonjay repeated even louder.
“What are you doing here?” Cardamom asked faintly.
“I’m staying on this side,” Aunt Alice replied. Doshmisi noticed that Crystal
had set Aunt Alice’s battered old suitcase down next to Fannie Lou.
“Well it’s about time,” Iris stated.
“Yes indeed,” Hyacinth echoed Iris’s sentiment.
“Uncle Bobby and Uncle Martin are at Manzanita Ranch waiting for you
children,” Aunt Alice told the Goodacres. “So don’t you worry. They will take
care of you from now on. Uncle Bobby is going to…”
Doshmisi interrupted her. “We’re not going back,” she informed her aunt.
“We’re staying too.”
“All of you?” Aunt Alice asked.
“All of us and Daddy too,” Denzel replied, pointing to Reggie.
When Aunt Alice cast her gaze on Reggie, she gasped and brought her hand
to her mouth. “You found him! You really found him. Oh my goodness gracious.”
“Did you ever doubt that Sonjay would find him?” Denzel asked.
“Sonjay found you?” Aunt Alice asked Reggie as she gathered him in a hug,
patting his back and then his face in delight with her work-worn hands.
“Sure enough,” Reggie replied. “He’s somethin’ else, that boy.”
“Sure is,” Aunt Alice agreed. “Debbie all over again.”
“Wait what? Don’t you see some of me in him?” Reggie asked.
“Yes, of course,” Aunt Alice quickly affirmed.
“I hope you and Cardamom will settle here at Big House City,” Saffron said.
“Yes, yes,” Hyacinth added.
“Actually, I would like to go to Whale Island to help my mother with the
library.” Aunt Alice’s words met with an awkward silence.
Iris placed a gentle hand on Aunt Alice’s arm. “Clover passed on last
week. She went peacefully, surrounded by her grandchildren. But I could use
some help with the library now that she has gone. I would welcome your
assistance.”
“This is too much, just too much,” Aunt Alice said, her eyes welling with
tears. “Reggie alive and my mother gone. The children planning to stay. Seeing
Cardamom again. It’s just too much.”
“Take your time,” Saffron said gently.
“Yes, indeed,” Cardamom agreed. He put his arm around Aunt Alice’s waist.
“Saffron is exactly right. Take your time.”
Aunt Alice took a deep breath and let it out. “I will take my time,” she
said. “However, there is one young lady who is definitely going back to
Manzanita Ranch right this minute.”
“I know,” Elena said wistfully. “I will miss all of you so terribly much,
but Mami and Papi expect me home today.”
“They certainly do,” Aunt Alice confirmed. “Bobby and Martin will see
that you get home safely. Bobby and his wife plan to move to Manzanita Ranch,
and they have two lovely daughters just about your age, who will need a good
friend like you to make them feel welcome in their new home. His daughters know
about Faracadar, even though they have never been here, and they will be eager
to hear your stories about your adventures here; as will Bobby and Martin. I
promise you that every year on Midsummer’s Eve, we’ll come back to visit and to
tell you what is happening over on this side. So you be sure to go to the cabin
in the woods next year when the time comes.”
“I wouldn’t miss it for the world,” Elena said.
“I’m going with her,” Guhblorin informed Aunt Alice.
“Who are you?” Aunt Alice asked.
“That, my dear, is a long and ancient story that I will tell you later at
our leisure,” Cardamom answered.
“You are not from my world,” Elena warned Guhblorin. “You might be
unhappy there. Are you sure you want to come with me?”
“I’m adaptable,” Guhblorin reassured her. “I’ll be happy wherever you
are.”
“You can’t live with me,” Elena said. “I wouldn’t be able to explain you
to my parents.”
“He could live with Bobby at Manzanita Ranch, right?” Comice suggested.
“Why yes, he certainly could,” Aunt Alice agreed. “Elena, when you get
back, discuss this with Bobby. He’ll know what to do.”
“Gracias, gracias all of you,”
Elena replied.
Denzel felt a pang of jealousy. Guhblorin had transformed into a handsome
boy. He would get to see Elena practically every day. Once upon a time Denzel
couldn’t wait to be rid of Elena. He had come to feel quite differently about
her. He almost wished he was going back to Manzanita Ranch so that he could
spend more time with her. But in his heart he knew he couldn’t give up his
family and his life in Faracadar and she couldn’t give up her family and her life
in the Farland. It was strange the way a person could change their opinion of
someone when they really got to know them. Denzel put his hand on Guhblorin’s
arm and instructed him, “Take good care of her. Keep her laughing.”
“You can count on me for that,” Guhblorin promised.
Denzel unzipped his backpack and took a laptop computer out of it. He
handed it to Elena, who asked, “What’s this?”
“It’s my laptop. I thought I might show it to Mole and see if we could
make a computer here together. But I’ve changed my mind. I don’t see how
computers would improve the quality of life here. Take it back with you and use
it. I don’t need it anymore,” Denzel explained.
“I already have a computer,” Elena said.
“Then give it to Uncle Bobby. If I kept it here, I’d just throw it into
the Whispering Pond.”
“No, mon, wait a minute,” Mole begged. “Please let me look at that
thing.”
“Sorry,” Denzel told him. “We’re not going down that path. But I have a
better project for us. I want to go back to the North Coast to have a look at
some abandoned vehicles left behind by those Corportons. I noticed them parked
in the compound; you know, those things shaped like a giant golf ball. It’s
time for me to learn how to drive.”
Mole chuckled and bobbed his head happily so that his dreads popped
around gaily. “Absolutely. Golf ball vehicles. Bring it on! What’s a golf ball?”
Elena handed the laptop to Guhblorin and proceeded to hug each of her
friends in turn in farewell. She hugged Comice last. “I will miss you
especially much,” she said.
“As I will miss you compadre,”
Comice replied. “You have made an incalculable difference not just for me but
for all the People of the Mountain Downs. They will speak of you with respect and
gratitude for generations.” Comice raised his hand to affectionately brush
Elena’s hair back from her face. “Never change your heart,” he said.
Elena and Guhblorin stepped reluctantly into the doorway of Angel’s Gate.
“Ready?” Crystal asked.
“Just a minute,” Elena cried out. She ran lightly to Denzel, kissed him
on the cheek, and whispered in his ear, “Abrazo
amigo. Siempre te recordaré.”
Then she ran back, took Guhblorin’s hand, and nodded to Crystal, who threw a
handful of colorful powder over the two figures in the doorway. Billows of
smoke surrounded them, obscuring them from sight. When the smoke drifted away,
Elena and Guhblorin had vanished.
“What
does siempre te recordaré mean?” Denzel asked Maia.
“I
will always remember you,” Maia translated.
Denzel
could not reply because of the lump in his throat.
The group turned away from Angel’s Gate and directed their steps back toward
Big House City, chattering excitedly to one another. Jasper leaned close to
Doshmisi and said something that made her laugh. She poked him playfully with
her elbow. Cardamom’s arm firmly encircled Aunt Alice’s waist. Iris and Mole
walked hand-in-hand. Bayard flew overhead squawking, “Berries, berries,
berries.” Hyacinth and Comice fell comfortably into an amiable conversation.
Maia gently tapped her travel drum and hummed softly. Honeydew spoke with Saffron
about her plans to return to the Wolf Circle to continue her studies.
Denzel hung back at Angel’s Gate for a moment because something had
caught his eye. He walked over to the doorframe and inspected it closely. His
inspection confirmed that he had seen a raw spot on the wood, a gash that ran
about a foot long and a couple of inches wide. A piece of wood had been torn
away from Angel’s Gate. Elena, he thought; she had taken a shard of the magical
wood from the doorframe, just in case she needed to come back one day and
couldn’t wait for Midsummer’s Eve. That hot-chili-pepper girl was pretty
clever. He glanced at his father and brother, who lingered near Angel’s Gate,
and he nodded in their direction. Then he hurried to catch up with the others.
Reggie put a hand on Sonjay’s shoulder. “Walk with me,” he said.
“You don’t seem surprised that we decided to stay,” Sonjay commented.
“I am a Prophet of the Khoum, Sonjay. I had already seen that you would
stay,” Reggie replied.
“Why didn’t you say anything?”
“It was not my place. Besides, the future comes in its own time whether I
predict it or not,” Reggie replied.
“So what else have you seen in the future that you have chosen not to
predict?” Sonjay demanded. “Tell me something about me.”
Bayard had stopped calling for berries and had circled back to Sonjay,
where he perched on the boy’s shoulder.
Reggie smiled mysteriously.
“What?” Sonjay did not like the look of that mysterious smile. He stopped
walking and waited for an answer. He stroked Bayard’s head. “Tell me.”
“Well, I suppose it would interest you to know that I have seen it
prophesied in the Book of the Khoum that you will be the High Chief one day.”
Although Sonjay had often sensed that he was destined to become a leader
in Faracadar, he had never spoken about it out loud. “What about Honeydew?” he
asked his father with concern. “Isn’t she supposed to inherit the throne?”
“According to the prophecy, she will be your wife,” Reggie informed him.
“But we’re cousins,” Sonjay
protested uncomfortably.
“Not that close. Your great uncle Charles had no children, so when he
died the throne passed to a different branch of the royal family entirely. I
know your sisters and Honeydew like to call each other cousins, but in truth
they are barely related. You two could get married.”
“But she’s older than I am,” Sonjay pointed out, still attempting to
refute the prophecy.
“Only by a couple of years. That won’t make much of a difference when you
have grown up. Trust me on that,” Reggie reassured him.
Marriage seemed far off and uninteresting to Sonjay. He didn’t even want
a girlfriend. He looked forward to spending the next few years at the Wolf
Circle learning about enchantment, eating deep-fried goose-chicken eyeballs,
and skateboarding with Jack. “Well, not all prophecies come to pass as
expected,” he reminded his father.
“True that,” Reggie agreed. “But I have a feeling about High Chief
Sonjay.”
“High Chief Sonjay,” Bayard called loudly on the crisp morning air, so
that the others, who had gone on ahead, turned, startled, to glance back at
Sonjay and his father. Hyacinth asked Comice if the bird had called him. “I
thought I heard him say ‘high chief’,” Hyacinth said.
“He could have meant me,” Comice noted with a pleased little smile.
“Yes, yes, I suppose so,” Hyacinth conceded, since, for the time being,
and depending on the deliciousness of a daily batch of muffins, both of them
held the title.
“I think it will come to pass as prophesied,” Reggie told Sonjay. “I have
seen greatness in you since the day you were born.”
“Chief Parrot Bayard,” the bird called out.
“That too, I suppose,” Reggie said with a laugh.
“If you behave,” Sonjay cautioned Bayard.
Bayard happily gave the future high chief a love-peck on the head.
“Ouch,” Sonjay complained. “Cut that out you heap of feathers.”
“Blueberries,” Bayard replied.
Tuesday, July 2, 2024
Changing the Prophecy Chapter 26
Chapter 26 Muffins for Hyacinth
The Four and their traveling companions would have returned
to Big House City in unbounded celebration and triumph had Crumpet and
Buttercup not lost their lives to the struggle. The death of the two enchanters
weighed heavily on everyone’s heart. Doshmisi felt bone-weary as she rode
Dagobaz, who insisted on taking the lead, always out in front of the tigers.
She could not hold him back nor did she have the desire to do so. The air had
continued to clear steadily and it felt good to breathe easily again.
In the evening, when they reached
Big House City, they discovered the residents of the city lining the road
leading to the main entrance. Doshmisi pulled herself together so she could
wave and smile to the people, who cheered, clapped, and danced alongside the
returning royals and their entourage. No one had yet reported the fate of
Crumpet and Buttercup. Their daughter Daisy would need to hear the news first and
the dreadful task of informing her would fall to her Uncle Cardamom.
The High Chief’s cooks had
prepared a feast to celebrate the return of the heroes from the coast. But
before participating in any celebrations, the Four felt they needed to decide
what to do with Compost, who remained a prisoner. Elena had ensured that the
high chief’s guards had removed Compost from the dungeon and installed him in a
comfortable room (securely guarded) before she and the others departed for the
North Coast. Behind closed doors, in the royal council chambers, the Four,
Hyacinth, and Cardamom met to consider their options for dealing with
Sissrath’s former right-hand man. Cardamom suggested that Hyacinth assemble a
decision-making committee to come up with a plan and Hyacinth readily agreed since
he didn’t like making important decisions on his own. A discussion ensued
regarding who belonged on the committee. In the end, they settled on Hyacinth,
Cardamom, Reggie, Honeydew, and the Four.
When they emerged from the council
chambers, and Elena learned that they intended to exclude her from the
committee, she unleashed her Latin temper. “Exactly what kind of justicia will you accomplish with no one
to represent Compost?” she demanded. “False justicia!
You are pretending at making a fair decision. I am the only one here who does
not hold a grudge against him. I don’t see how you can give him a fair hearing
without representation. He should have a lawyer, but since there is none, then
give me a place at the committee to speak on his behalf.”
The others weighed her words,
hesitant to respond, until Denzel spoke up. “She’s right,” he said. He had seen
the devastation of the burning of the Passage Circle the year before and he
knew that Compost had a hand in its execution. The images of the gutted
buildings, burned flesh, and grieving faces would never leave him and he
realized the truth in Elena’s words. Those images would always color his
perception of Compost. “I hold it against him that he led Sissrath’s troops
when they burned the Passage Circle. I’m not an objective judge.”
“He must take responsibility for
his role in burning the Passage Circle,” Reggie pointed out.
“Don’t you think that anything you
say about Compost should be said to his face, not behind his back?” Elena suggested.
“He knows what he did. I expect he has some thoughts of his own on punishment
for his crimes.”
The others reluctantly agreed. They
disliked the idea of having Compost present as they discussed his fate.
Doshmisi wished they could make
their decision in the morning, after she had eaten dinner and had a good night’s
sleep. On the other hand, she wondered if she would rest easy until Compost’s
fate had been decided. Reggie went to fetch Compost as the rest of them took
their seats around the High Chief’s large oval council table.
Before long Reggie returned with
Compost following behind him flanked by guards. The High Chief dismissed the
guards at the doorway. This discussion would remain private. Elena motioned to
an empty chair next to her at the council table. Compost would sit as an equal
member with the others.
Doshmisi noticed the dramatic
change that Compost had undergone since his capture. He had vastly improved his
personal grooming and he looked like a normal person. He wore his hair extremely
short and it was clean. His face seemed clear and he had noticeably lost some
weight so his stomach no longer jiggled so much. He smelled pleasantly of musk
and vanilla. The old repugnant Compost had virtually vanished. Doshmisi would
not have recognized him if she had not known who he was.
Compost sat beside Elena, who
smiled at him encouragingly and patted his arm.
“I assume you have heard what
transpired at the North Coast,” Cardamom began.
Compost nodded his head to
indicate that he knew. Still he did not speak.
“And now that Sissrath is gone and
the alien creatures gone with him, we must decide what to do about you,”
Cardamom continued.
“I have told him that Elena
convinced us that he should participate in this discussion,” Reggie informed
the others.
“And I am grateful to you for it,”
Compost said quietly.
“You have committed crimes against
the people of Faracadar,” Cardamom reminded Compost. “What have you to say for
yourself?”
Compost looked around thoughtfully
at everyone who sat at the council table. “My actions were not unprovoked, but I
do not wish to hide behind that as an excuse,” Compost said.
“Expand yourself,” Hyacinth
demanded.
“He means to explain yourself,”
Honeydew quickly clarified.
“My people, the People of the
Mountain Downs, have long been treated as second class citizens. We are
unwelcome wherever we go, despite the fact that we have produced some of the
most skilled enchanters and our clever people have contributed a great deal to
the advancement of Faracadar. We realize that we sometimes fall short when it
comes to social graces; but that does not qualify as a justifiable reason to deny
us a place at the table. Do you not think it a natural consequence that my
people would resent such shabby treatment, would chafe at the lack of representation
of the People of the Mountain Downs among the leadership of the land?”
“We have never laid siege to any
of your circles as you did to Big House City,” Cardamom reminded him sternly.
“Have you not? What of the fact
that you deny us access to participation in your market, your colleges, your
festivities, because of your suspicions about us, your preconceived notions?”
Compost asked.
“He’s talking about prejudice,”
Elena said firmly. “You have made assumptions about him and his people. That’s
called prejudice where I come from.”
“We have based our opinions of the
People of the Mountain Downs on our past experience of dealing with you,”
Honeydew said.
“Dealing with us?” Compost echoed.
“Communication between people and dealing with people are two very different
beasts.”
“Bad habits. Destructive
patterns,” Elena said softly.
“How do we break that pattern of
mistrust?” Maia asked. “It doesn’t serve any of us well.”
“We need to get to know one
another better,” Compost said.
“You need to share your stories
with each other,” Reggie suggested.
Despite her exhaustion, and the
aching sadness she felt at the loss of Crumpet and Buttercup, Doshmisi saw in a
flash with perfect clarity that the only way to heal Faracadar was to forgive
Compost and his people. She didn’t need her grandmother or the whales or the
trees or the herbal to help her figure this out. She knew what all of them
would say and the right course to chart. She could hear them speaking in her
head, internalized, a part of her forever. She said, “Remember last year when
the whales told us that violence would only lead to more violence and that we
had to find a nonviolent way to defeat Sissrath? To break the cycle of
violence?”
“Of course,” Maia murmured, while
Denzel and Sonjay nodded their heads in agreement.
“Well it continues. It didn’t stop
there. The only way to build trust and make the land a peaceful place for
everyone is to forgive one another and make a new start,” Doshmisi explained.
“We have to let go of grudges and we have to give people the benefit of the
doubt. We have to release our anger about past crimes for the sake of the
future.”
Compost cleared his throat.
“Forgiveness usually follows an apology,” he said in a husky voice. “So I wish
to tell you that I am sincerely sorry for my wrongdoing.”
Doshmisi set an example by
accepting his apology. “I forgive you for burning the Passage Circle, for
harming our friends there and destroying their homes and their fields. I
believe in my heart that you have changed and I wish to give you a chance to be
a better person.”
Compost bowed his head for a
moment and stared at his hands folded in his lap and then he lifted his head
and held a hand out to Doshmisi, who was shocked to see tears sparkling in
Compost’s eyes. “And I forgive your uncles for exiling my father from Big House
City in the old time, for refusing my people a seat at the high council, for
treating me like a fool instead of the intelligent person I am, and I forgive
you for making fun of me and thinking you are better than I am.” Doshmisi,
Denzel, and Maia had never known that their uncles had done such a thing to
Compost’s father so Compost’s words came as a shock to them. Sonjay knew of it because
he had read about the history of Faracadar. Even so, he had not given that part
of the history much thought and he had never considered the impact of such a
deed on Compost. He had viewed all of it as ancient history, but it obviously
remained very much alive for some people.
As Doshmisi solemnly took Compost’s
hand and shook it, she said, “I apologize on behalf of those who have wronged
you and your people and denied you a seat at the table. I did make fun of you
and I am sorry for it.”
“If I may, I want to suggest a way
to begin to fix this,” Reggie offered. “You won’t like it Hyacinth, but I think
that you and Compost should rule together for a time, as a team.”
Compost cleared his throat and
appeared almost shy as he said, “I no longer use the name Compost. I have
returned to using my given name, Comice. Please make the adjustment.” A wave of
astonishment crossed the faces of those present, and Sonjay’s jaw actually dropped
open. Elena chatted brightly, “I know how to make an exceptional dessert with
Comice pears. Sweet and light. I will make it for you one time if I can find
the ingredients.”
“I will enjoy eating it,” Comice,
who was once Compost, said politely. “Every bite.”
Sonjay closed his mouth with a
snap as he tried to accept everything he had witnessed in the council chambers
so far.
“How will we rule together?”
Hyacinth demanded. “How is that possible?”
“Well, to begin with, you will
have to include some of Compost’s, sorry, I mean Comice’s, people on the high
council. And then you must establish a system for discussing things and coming
to a decision that you and Comice can both agree on. Perhaps you will need a
mediator,” Cardamom said.
“I’m supposed to share being the high
chief with him after everything he’s done?” Hyacinth asked incredulously.
“Try to forgive him, Daddy,”
Honeydew said.
“That’s the only way. You can see
he has changed,” Doshmisi elaborated.
“How do I know he really changed?”
Hyacinth asked suspiciously.
“Well, he did tell us about
Sissrath’s fear of cockroaches and it did come in handy at the North Coast,” Denzel
reminded Hyacinth.
“It certainly did,” Sonjay agreed.
“Crumpet used cockroaches to throw Sissrath off balance and it made all the
difference when I tried to restrain him with the Staff of Shakabaz.” Cardamom
winced at the mention of his dead brother.
“That’s true,” Hyacinth conceded,
though cautiously. “But I’m not totalitarianly contrived. I mean convinced. I’m
not totalitarianly convinced.”
“I don’t blame you Hyacinth,” Doshmisi
replied.
“Comice needs to make restitution
for his past actions,” Reggie said. “So what should he do to show you that he
has changed and that you can trust him?”
“Restitution. Absolutely,” Comice
agreed gravely.
Hyacinth leaned his head to one
side and thought about that. “OK, well, yes. I want resuscitation. I like the
way that sounds.”
“Restitution,” Elena corrected.
“Resuscitation is when you are
revived from being unconscious, Daddy,” Honeydew explained, as patiently as
ever. “Like if you stopped breathing and someone gives you mouth-to-mouth.”
“Ewww. No, that’s not what I want
from Comp, er, Comice,” Hyacinth said, wiping his lips.
“We know, Daddy,” Honeydew replied
and then she continued to explain patiently to her linguistically impaired
father. “Restitution is when someone does something appropriate to make up for
past injuries or wrongful actions.”
“Exactly,” Reggie confirmed.
“Restitution is a key component of restorative justice, which means restoring
justice through apology and forgiveness demonstrated by actions. The person who
committed the crime demonstrates his remorse to the victim of the crime by doing
something to make amends, to make it up to the victim.”
“I understand,” Hyacinth said. “I
like this very much.”
Maia addressed the question to
Comice. “So, what do you think you should do to make restitution to the people
of the Passage Circle?”
Comice thought about the pain he caused
in the years during which he served Sissrath. Despite the wrongs perpetrated on
his own people, he wished that his people had risen above all of it and shown
themselves to be better. He wished that his people had not succumbed to anger
and had not sunk to the level of those who persecuted them. It dawned on Comice
that he wanted to become the real leader that the People of the Mountain Downs
needed and deserved, the leader that his people had hoped for these many long
years. He wanted to succeed where Sissrath had failed. Sissrath had been selfish,
destructive, and hurtful. Sissrath had never actually cared about the People of
the Mountain Downs. Comice resolved not to fail his people, he would seize this
chance to serve them well. To get to that opportunity, he first had to walk
through this trial. “I will go to the Passage Circle and meet with each family
who lost a loved one in the attack. I will apologize to them in person. And I
will dedicate two days every month to working in the Passage Circle to build,
repair, or make something needed in the community.”
“That sounds good,” Reggie
approved. “What does everyone else think?” The others agreed to Comice’s
proposal, although Hyacinth still appeared doubtful.
Elena noted Hyacinth’s hesitation
so she asked Comice, “Don’t you think you should also do something for the High
Chief, to make restitution for all the trouble you have caused him?”
“That seems fair,” Comice replied.
“What should I do for you Hyacinth to demonstrate that I am prepared to collaborate
with you?”
Hyacinth’s brow crinkled in
thought. Sonjay worried for a minute that the high chief might hurt himself by
thinking so hard and wondered if Hyacinth was up to this task. Hyacinth pondered
and then he announced, “I have come to a derision.”
“Oh Daddy,” Honeydew burst out. “Derision
means you are ridiculous and have become a laughingstock. You mean a decision.
You have come to a decision.”
“Yes, a decision,” Hyacinth said.
“About the restitution.”
“Restitution, good,” Cardamom
echoed, encouraging Hyacinth to continue.
“I want Comice to bake me
muffins,” Hyacinth informed them.
“You want him to bake you
muffins?” Doshmisi asked in amazement, wondering if she had heard Hyacinth
correctly.
“As an act of goodwill,” Hyacinth
stated with satisfaction.
“That’s all?” Denzel questioned
him. “Just to bake you muffins?”
“They must be deliberate muffins!”
Hyacinth continued.
“Deliberate?” Honeydew questioned.
“You mean he must make them on purpose?”
Hyacinth threw her a puzzled look.
“No,” he said. “Well, yes, that too. But they must be, I know the right word;
they must be delectable. That’s what they must be. Delectable. That’s what I
mean. Delicious. They must melt in my mouth. He must bake magnificent muffins.”
“I’ll try,” Comice said sincerely
although somewhat uncertainly. “But I don’t know how to cook.”
“I can help you with that,” Elena offered
enthusiastically.
“Not really,” Maia said gently, as
she laid a comforting hand on Elena’s arm, “because you will be leaving tomorrow
to go back home.”
“Tomorrow?” Elena responded, taken
aback. “Already?” She put her arms around Comice and hugged him as tears welled
up in her eyes. Comice patted her back with such affection that the others had
no remaining question in their minds that he had truly changed.
“I can show you how to make at
least one batch of muffins tonight, before I have to go,” Elena suggested with
a sniffle.
“That would be lovely,” Comice
replied.
Cardamom cleared his throat. “I
have a proposition then,” he said. “We will release Comice from his
imprisonment and allow him to begin to work with Hyacinth to rule Faracadar. He
will make his visit to the Passage Circle to apologize and upon his return, each
and every week, he will bake a batch of muffins for Hyacinth. He will bake
muffins every week until Hyacinth says he can stop. At first, they might not be
the most delectable muffins, but practice makes perfect. We will form a taste
council. I will serve on it. Hyacinth and everyone on the taste council will
taste the muffins each week, until Hyacinth releases Comice from this task.
What do you think?”
“I love it!” Hyacinth shouted. “What
an extrapolaneously magripescent idea.”
“See what I’m saying,” Comice
muttered under his breath to Elena, but he smiled indulgently at his language-mangling
co-ruler. “I’m going to need an interpreter to discuss important decisions with
this man.”
“Not a problem,” Honeydew assured
Comice. “I can do that.”
“I release Comice from
imprisonment and he will go directly to the kitchen with Elena to work on his
first batch of muffins,” Hyacinth announced with his boyish enthusiasm.
“Blueberry would be good,” he added as he rubbed his hands together.
“Blueberry, blueberry,” Bayard
repeated enthusiastically from his perch on Sonjay’s shoulder. He had remained
quiet throughout the proceedings, but when presented with the thought of
berries he could not keep his beak shut.
“You may no longer command him,”
Doshmisi informed Hyacinth firmly. “He is your partner and co-ruler. You do not
command one another.”
“I volunteer to go to the kitchen
to bake blueberry muffins with my friend Elena,” Comice offered. “It would give
me the greatest pleasure.” A smile spread across Comice’s face and Doshmisi
noticed for the first time that he had an adorable little dimple on his left
cheek.
When Elena and Comice appeared in
the kitchen soon after the council dissolved and informed Guhblorin that Comice
was required to make restitution to Hyacinth by baking muffins, Guhblorin fell
over laughing. He could not help himself, and in true geebaching fashion he
suggested that they bake “mouse muffins” for Hyacinth as the first batch. Elena
had to pull on his ears to make him behave.




